Where I Reveal Myself To You In Terrible Ways

Most of these blog entries will be a record of self-loathing or depression.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Today's victories: I left the house once, already. I got a newspaper, which will have a Scrabble game and a crossword, which are good for the brain. I bought shampoo, which will make me happier to take showers (I was running out and worried).

Downsides: I bought myself a Pepsi and bbq chips for breakfast (and I'm still eating them and that's all I've eaten today). I haven't showered, brushed my teeth OR washed the dish yet.

Short term goals: watch today's episode of "The Closer" at 3pm and then go out for a walk again. (The walk part is just to get the daily sun requirement recommended. My sister told me once OPRAH recommended 15mins a day.) I wish I was more excited about stuff (going out, being interactive, whatever) but I can't concern myself with that right now. I just need to keep focusing on what I can do and get that done.

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